Mrs Prufrock
Well, I remember the hips,
from my station in the bed.
Your husband was long gone
not even a trace of cologne,
not the underwear that hemmed
him in while you played possum in bed.
Old strategies die hard:
what we were at twenty two,
what we are now, not ingenues.
I tried to lure you back
but roaches you said would
come if you did not do dishes
then and there, with soap.
Your husband came and went,
and years, and hips.
I lost a soul, you lost
your lips.
I used to run. Now I can
barely walk, and have to roll
my pants-legs up:
and you can run rings around me.
An aging woman’s but a
distant thing. Your mother’s
querulous voice, your fore-
knuckle growing large on
undistinguished hands,
like a walnut, the firm breasts
begging for more time and
fewer veins.
You might have been
an anchor, or a dock: but no–
a temporary storm on a black sea
where there is no harbour,
no light, no, nor rising sun.