When I play piano
children sing
like magpies
so loudly
I lose my place
I think the ukulele
is a real instrument
to be treated like a violin
and not like
the kazoo you found
in your father’s
handkerchief drawer
and I was a tenor
and high F# was
my last strong note
before dissolving
into a spastic
tremulous shriek.
and as dog persons go
I am a cat person
though of course
I know dogs
have hearts
of molten gold
and cats silver brains
that tell them to walk
across the piano keys
ruining everything
to get their head
under a moving hand.
and yes,
I like both Gregorian and
Mozarbic chants
because
they are two kinds
of passion
one is like
my passion
because it flows
evenly and solemnly
but at its worst
sounds like
the endless tapping of keys
on an old typewriter
but when sung right
say by Solemnes
at first vespers
like the voice
Augustine heard
the one that said
Lift me and read me!
I am familiar, familiar
like the dull hum
of the swirling fan
you have learned
to ignore, familiar.
But you are Africa,
you are Spain and Babylon
and the Tigris running
incense burning to
slice the hot days into
vapours of dizzy grace
the taste of ginger
coffee, cardamom,
crushed eucalyptus
for my dull dull soul
a voice lost between
weeping and rejoicing,
like the tears of sacrifice,
when Abraham thought
he heard God’s voice
say Stop,
like young lambs in spring
a sound of tentative praise
when you walked into my room
and looked into my eyes
and everyone
became a stranger.